My friend you are not alone. I am (as are many of us) in the same situation as you. All of my family is either a citizen of have thier permament residency. I am the only one without status due to this unjust system (in my opinion it does not even merit the word "system"). Just know that you are not alone. I know all the feelings that come with it. Keep your head up high. Don't let your situation define who you are. Don't give in to what this so called system wants you to be.