dont blame anyone. everyones here for a reason. you live an u learn. thru struggle u learn even more. if something does happen, and it will, all of us will b successful. some ppl who have it all dont take advantage. us on the other hand, once we get that chance we're going to take it and run with it and make something happen. something big! karma, karma, karma! you do good and good will come. dont worry, ur breathing, you got ur family. wanna see something sad. go to a near by freeway bridge and see those poor homeless ppl. with no love in their life.