heeeeeeeey i know the feeling of wanting to just break loose and be free to deal with debt...bills...credit...taxes....traffic on the highway....and all the other problems..that may seem ou of our reach because of how special positioning, but lone behold..at least you are with your family...and atleast it is people that understand your position and hopefully can give you comfort...
i understand how it feels to be in the house day and night..feeling like a total outcast...b/c the world is moving..but it seems as if your stuck in cement...that aint cracking..and all you want to do is be released.... i have soooo been there.....and in a sense am still there...but...there is a reason why things are the way they are..in the sense...of this making your life special...
if you sit a try to seach for the reason...you might go crazy and never shall find it....but know we are here....all in the same ship....and what a huge ship it is...and thankfully we have places like this forum..to help us not goooo too too crazy... ....
we are all gonna have that moment where our cement shall crack...and we shall be free........wooo hooo..