There are plenty of other places to go, especially immigration welcoming countries like Sweden and Australia. However, unlike Ianus I'd recommend you suppress these young urges. Things are not going to be easy just because you moved to another country. This is your home.

I really don't know what to say to your family problems. Stories like this makes me really want to extend a helping hand. If you live in NYC, let me know.

Otherwise, I can only promise I'll listen and let your story motivate us all.