Not THE worst, but it ranks up there.

For anyone who took the time to read my personal story that I posted a while back here in this subforum, well, you pretty much know.
Emotional & physical abuse, clinical depression, growing up w/o a family or anyone to take care of me, etc.

The death of my first boyfriend when I was 15. Murder.

I'll never forget that.

When I think about all that I've been through in life, it's really hard to actually point out one single thing as THE worst. I think that each one of them hurt, and hurts, for some, the way they should, in different ways, and just because the hurt is different that doesn't make it more or less than another pain.

If I could trade still having my 1st bf with me for being undocumented til I die, I'd gladly do it, tho. I dunno how... but...

Bah. It's no use thinking of these things. But yea.