Don't get so down on yourself. We're all feeling this way, at least I know I am. Ever since I got out of highschool it's been a struggle to make new friends. You just have to be open and fear nothing. Be fearless of the ICE, I believe that everything will happen for a reason. If I am deported then my future does not lie in this country, nor did it ever. There's a plan for everyone. Most importantly try to enjoy your life before you realize you've wasted most of it away.

Eu sou portugues, mas como os Brasileiros dissem, Belleza. =]