Improve the poem above, so please people help is due monday (its going to be rap)

Let it be known, this is not a home
Need to get strong, wanna belong
I’m a mess, I’m a wreck
My imperfections learn to accept
Cover my head into the night
Feel like committing social suicide
While my dreams are killed by time
And I sit here like everything is fine
And if memory serves right, I am addicted to words:
Day break, awake, cake, great, escape, first date,
Jokes, folks, provokes, dinner, winner, beginner, car, bar,
Cigar, guitar, won’t go far, night, bright, white, light, polite,
Invite, excite, delight, cheating, ignite, fight, forgot, bought,
A lot and move on with life.

My Inspirations lagging behind my motivation
While still Carrying on with this hunting deception
Don’t know if I have a chance to be
Yet, I keep rolling on for the world see
Learn from yesterday, the thoughts of today
Not willing to stop, and why should I wait?
Time never takes a holiday, at the break of day
Find myself wide awake, and walking with this heavy weight.