Wow, hun, I am Brazilian as well and if it serves of anything, I can tell you that I understand everything you've said and are feeling perfectly.
You should e-mail me, hun, so we can talk more. You don't have to be alone.
withinmebeauty@gmail.com
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They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
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