well, yeah I'm new here and here's my story,

Im Ron and I was born in Philippines, I'm taiwanese, chimese, and part filipino, i came here when i was 11 and im now 17 turning 18 11/13/2010 im a junior in hs and im about to graduate next year 2011. overstayed my visa i didnt know about my status until 2 years ago. the pressure is kinda building up very bad now, drivers license, job, etc. im really concerned that im falling into major depression, ive been up most nights now, and ive been having suicide thoughts lately... I speak near perfect english, because i went to "american" christian school all my life back in Philippines, my family is fortunately very financially capable, though its kinda starting to get strained a bit, and my physique that not many people question my status, because i don't really look like the typical stereotype of "illegal." i kinda really need to talk to someone pretty bad i don't know how i can express myself...