Depends on the day.. varies from 4-10..
When I first graduated high school, I was on the same page as the OP. Then I kept busy with school, had a license from 17 to 22 and did more/ accomplished more than some USC I know..
Right now its a combo of things that are going good/ in limbo kinda phase.. Just trying to learn to appreciate each day for what it is.. And remind myself this is temporary.. That in 5 years, I'll be closer to the life I've wanted.
P.s: While I can't do much about my education going anywhere now. I believe it is also keeping me younger, as I will be a college student probably until my early 30's.
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