Originally Posted by dream_hope

I have good days and bad days. Lately it's been more bad than good I babysit and when I have work I usually feel better, but now that I lost my best gig I'm feeling down again. I hate feeling like I'm hanging by a thread all the time.

What has really gotten me down lately is that I volunteer for a pretty prestigious research institution and the person I volunteer for is constantly asking me when I'll work for her. She says I'm too good not to get paid and it's heartache for me every time she talks about it. People I know would kill to even volunteer there Everyone asks me why I don't get paid for what I do.

Now I want to be an RN, leaving a great Uni to pursue an AA because it was too costly to do med school but I can't apply until I have a social. I've checked out a lot of schools but all require an SS for the clinicals. I just feel blah

In short, some days are good (when I'm not thinking about my situation) and some days are bad. Stay busy and find a way to make money, that usually makes everything better for me.

This turned into a sob story ahha but just remember that you aren't alone, not all of us are balls of sunshine every day