I sometimes think the same since I live in Arizona. I can't get a job, or drive, because since I'm young looking and a male, there are more chance that I'll get pulled over just because of those two things. I don't date because I don't have a job or drive, and well, scholarships are really hard to get. I'm seriously surprised how my parents still scored new jobs after e-verify passed--but the thought that they can lose it any is also horrifying. Now, we're moving to another state in a couple of weeks. I'm sort of excited to make this move, maybe we'll have better luck there--but still, seeing how many people our age are experiencing and living up their youth sometimes makes me feel bitter because that is something we will never get to fully experience and just like FrankoKid, I think and plan about moving back home to feel and live my youth like any other guy my age. Get a job somewhere nicer in terms of where I would live, have a license, etc. But then I also think about if I was to finish a career and received an opportunity to work here in the US, would I even be able to apply for a work visa, since I entered the US illegally? You know, they're going to know when I re-validate my High School degree and all that. BUT i'm not on that point yet where my only option is Mexico, and I seriously wish you the best and in a way I wish I could have the balls to go back and live in a friendlier country.
Keep us in touch. I've always wondered how DREAMer who go back to their original home countries do, since we never really hear back from them.