Ok yeah I looked up with at least 5 agencies and lawyers asking them about vawa or u visa. And because.he hasn't beat me to almost death they say I don't qualify. Since I don't have a restraining order and still living with him I don't qualify. I just don't know anyone here. He knows I'm dependent on him and knows I won't walk without my son in my arms. The thought of suicide goes through my head everyday. As an illegal I feel stronger than the average person but once you have someone telling you evryday how worthless you are it starts to sink in. So everyday I pray for the dream act to go through...