Originally Posted by cajeta21

This sucks big stinky balls!!!!!

I don't know what to do anymore. I was really hopeful that it would pass this time. I've been here since I was 6 yrs old. I don't remember what life is Mexico is like. The family I do have over there isn't rich, everything they have they've obtained it by working really hard and selling anything and everything they can out in the street on a little stand.

I'm not exactly sure what type of job I can possible land if I went to Mexico. I have to friends and since I've been away for such a long time (I'm 25 now) my family doesn't really feel like family, they feel more like strangers. I'm in such a confused state at the moment! It's so frustrating!

I would never marry in exchange for citizenship. I don't even like to date because that means that I would have to reveal my status at one point or another and that is something that I'm afraid to do (or embarrassed, it's one or the other, or maybe both).

I wish I could close my eyes and make it all go away