Like I said I am not surprised. Shocked yes. Not saying that I'm suicidal myself or have ever been, but I am going to admit the idea has crossed my mind in the past when I was down and out. Some human beings are just not as strong hearted as the rest of us and just can't take the shock of not having something they deserve. It's very difficult to explain this idea to a Dreamer who has been living here pretty much all his/her life. Some of us are lucky to at least live half of our life in our home country so we can easily adjust back there but many were brought here when they were 2 and so on.