I think the reason for some of the sarcastic remarks is that what you experiencing, though pretty bad, are the exact same things we all on here have either gone through, or are going through or will go through. Of course some of us have it better than others - those who can drive and have a SSN have some semblance of normalcy while there are those among us who have nothing.

All I can do is tell you about my own story. My first relationship was when I was 25 as well though I had met people before that. If you think about it, this is the perfect age for you to meet someone because you still have the cover of college to hide your secret. You have all the tools so the rest is your attitude and confidence all of which are under your control. Even if you're not going to find a LTR, just go out with someone and have fun - you can define fine lol.

Even as a Dreamer, 25 was one of the best periods of my life. Maybe at 46, I'll look back at now and think now was the best, but ask yourself this - When you're old and on your death bed, what would you give to relive just today as a young person.