man...we can all relate so do yourself a favor and stop depressing younger generations of dreamers. You and Givemeachance should focus on encouraging others rather than telling people how you are emotionally scarred. Seriously, life ain't easy for a lot of people, that includes USC. Do what you can, take what you can get and move on with your life.
We seriously need Dr. Phil to intervene and help some of these "depressed" dreamers.