We all see where you're coming from meehx3, it really is a tough time for Dreamers socially, mentally and emotionally. I do believe that everyone that goes through hardships but stands strong will eventually have good things come their way, that time is coming for everyone on this forum that is for lack of a better phrase "going through hell" right now.

You never know, you may meet your future spouse in a few days/months/weeks/years from now and you may end up having a very long and fulfilling relationship full of happiness, while those getting married now that seem to have it all may end up splitting up a few years down the line. Life can sometimes be funny like that, but it all comes together eventually, stay strong!

It's tough, but I remind myself everyday that things will get better even though they don't seem that way right now, I believe that they will do a 180 degree change for the better at the right time, I just have to take things one day at a time.