Yes,I recognize that I am lucky. I consider myself blessed to just have had the opportunity to do something meaningful with my life. This whole experience of being a dreamer has been very tough, but I also see that it has taught me the ability to handle the ups and downs of life in a way I would never have learned if I had it all easy. I remind myself of this whenever I go through a dreamer related battle. I have failed so many times in life, and still been able to get up that now failure doesn't scare me. I know I will figure it out. It may not be easy, I may not like it, but I will be fine.