Originally Posted by hrvatica13

so i was in the middle of my calc hw when i got stumped on a question and called my friend for help. he tried to help me and i started saying things like "if i was normal, i wouldn't be doing this damn hw right now; i would be working like regular college grads." and it just got me on a roll... and i eventually broke down in tears. he's a citizen and has a job that pays well and is having a pretty fun time doing normal things like driving, traveling, going out, etc. he tried to make me feel better, but all he could say is that everything will turn out ok...

just yesterday i was thinking of how long it's been since i got pretty emotional about my whole situation and then i go and cry today... i guess it's because senate is starting back up again tomorrow... and i'm scared of what this month will bring for us... it may make or break us and i'm terrified of the latter.

sorry guys... i just wanted to vent and know you all understand how i'm feeling... thanks for reading