Have the power to keep trying. Get another job that will hire right away. Who cares how crappy it is. Stay in survival mode save up the money. Stay prepared. I feel where you are coming from. I even feel like you do. But I still picked up a measly paying job after I got fired to help me while I get back to my other job (still measly, but better by 3 or 4 dollars) with benefits. The point is to take care of yourself. Even pick up a part time job so you can get your shifts done and worry about what matters. Don't be discouraged. I completely know how you are feeling. I have even had a public breakdown at work. This whole daca/ trump/ renewal /delay/ repeal issue takes its toll. Please try to go back to work. Build a resume get a nice higher paying job by a few dollars at least.