Listen, take care of yourself okay?!
If you are feeling actively suicidal , call 911.
There's nothing shameful in asking for help.
This shit sucks. It sucks for all of us. Lots of us are on pills and all kinds of mental fuckery because of this. But don't give up. Don't quit. There will be light at the end of the tunnel.
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