Pretty much if you choose to go back to your native country, take Dante's advice when people enter into the depths:
"Abandon all hope, ye who enter here."
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Fallor, ergo sum. I err, therefore I AM.--St. Augustine
The miracle of your mind isn't that you can see the world as it is--it's that you can see the world as it isn't.--Kathryn Schultz