Where do I start..
1) After graduating, not being able to progress
2) Seeing everyone around you pursue their dreams or seeing those with the opportunity foolishly squander them
3) Having so many goals with so many roadblocks and unlimited opportunity
4) Constantly lying when asked certain questions
5) Not being able to see my relatives especially my grandmother who I love so much and miss dearly
6) No one you know your age personally who can truly understand what you're going through
7) Not trusting anyone, constantly worrying what would happen if certain people found out about my status.

Despite all of this I must say that I am super thankful to have a family who I can count on and a best friend who despite not being to relate to me is always there for me when I need to vent.