Welcome! my fellow dreamer,

I am sorry to hear you are not feeling well, but let me tell you that you are not alone. Hundreds of thousands of us are waking up everyday hoping that one day we will get out of this limbo. I understand what you are saying, although therapists can be helpful, sometimes it is better to talk to people who can truly understand your situation. I don't know what other issues you are struggling with besides your undocumented status, but hang in there! I am sure you have people that care about you and would not want you to be sad. And now you have this community, you'll have support here as well.