I hear ya man. I've been moody and irritable lately. Even had a few moments of dark thoughts.
But - in the end - I'm a citizen of the world. I've got a loving family, friends, and a personal drive to exist and succeed. Even if things go completely south and I go back to my home country - I am still going to do the best that I can.
I'm in my 30s now and I have a better perspective of the world. I've had lots of friends who've lived overseas for "funsies" and with the internet the world is so small now! I frequently talk to people online that I only see every couple of years because they live across the world. Hell, I've got friends that I talk to every day and they live in the same city (or work in the same COMPANY) that I only actually see every few weeks or months.
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