Chasing one's happiness is a fool's errand. I'm tired of deciding what's best for me. It has never worked.

The ladders of life that we scale merrily
move mysteriously around
so that when you think you're climbing up, man
in fact you're climbing down

I've decided to live a life dedicated to helping others, however little I can, and just wait for the Almighty to place opportunities along my path. Things have been lining up ever since.