Originally Posted by phil uponu

I have been in the u.s since I was 4. I’m now 20 and still illegal. My best friend is from here ,He had every thing paid for college but in one year he threw it all away.he messed up his chance. I tell him if I could only get the chance he got I would make sure I would take full advantage. Yet i'm really not doing the best I can. I’ve been reading around here and some of you that are illegal have scholarships or something like that. I don’t. I'm feeling really stupid now knowing that I didn't go searching around for some help instead of waiting for citizenship. I think about all the time that was wasted but now I must to do something. I’m growing tried of waiting I must find something that can help me.