Great to see the old heads comin out of the wood work. I was just a few days away from college graduation. Shit was scary AF. I had no clue what I'd be doing without papers. I started working at a liquor store and then worked doing simple bookkeeping work at a local Accounting firm..off the books completely. Did that for a long time and during many days I threw immense tantrums at my parents. Fast forward today, I'm a licensed CPA but even now with a good high paying job with an EAD..I realize life is still just as difficult! Those tantrums did me no good and only did damage. I put too much stress and anger on my family. Glad to have learnt this life lesson! If I am to lose my status again, I will never ever cave into anger like I did in the past.