Omg... I'm so sorry to hear about your story... I can't even begin to imagine the immense pain...
Having someone dear and so close to your heart taken from you is not an easy thing to go through, I know. Your situation is just... wow.
It honestly brought tears to my eyes. ~hugs~

But don't give up! Don't lose hope!
This country may be filled with people who don't understand the pain and struggle we go through every day, and people who are judgmental and not understanding, but fortunately for us there ARE people out there who see the injustice, the suffering, and the pain! Thanks to those people we have something like the Dream Act waiting to be passed!
Don't lose hope, because we DO have hope, and things WILL get better!

Just remember, the night is at its darkest hour right before the dawn...
Your life will take a better turn. Have faith! Keep fighting!
We'll all keep fighting alongside you!

♥