It’s not fair

The fact that everyone in my family has a green card and I’m the only one without it

Every few months they go on vacations and me not being able to join them is making me feel depressed

Get your family to go on vacations internally of the US. There are tons of nice places to go.

The minute you let go of wanting fair and start getting unfair back is when you start winning.

I tried and I can’t go on anymore

Many of us in the same situation, my whole family are citizens, came here one day before I turned one I'm currently 33. Insane right but travel, enjoy life, meditate and everything will be okay at the end of the day. Don't stress yourself out even though I know its hard during times like these.

I turned 30 two weeks ago and I still don’t have what I want

Neither do many of us in this forum, some of us do ok for ourselves but this dark cloud continues to haunt us. I believe at the end of the day everything will be ok, we just need to stay busy, productive and positive.