Agh.. yeah I know.. sometimes I dunno if being all about this forum is such a good idea after all... I love that I can find so many people that understand what Im going through but sometimes its just too much.. I told myself that I was gonna enjoy every moment in between being documented and undocumented. I dont want to feel like all these years were a waste of time. Sometimes when i read these messages I get really anxious too. Now i really just want to get approved cause I need to have my peace back... Good luck to you all ... and congrats to all that have been approved. Make each day count though... stay happy and hopeful. We're so close!!!