Yeah I don't think I ever cried for my situation, my state charges out of state tuition for people here with out authorization but I still found a way to pay for school. I never once felt sorry for being here like this. My parents always told me that what I was studying here was kinda of pointless since getting 'in' through a company was hard and next to that was marriage, but I figured, "well, if I get deported or can't find a job whats stopping from going home and applying there? its not the end of the world" but this just me. People do come from different situations and backgrounds and not everyone has it as easy as us I suppose