I feel your pain man, but you owe it to yourself to play your cards right. If you're going to go back at least try whatever options are available to you.
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Year arrived and age at time of arrival: 1989, 8
Education level: Two Master's (Econ and Math); Can't afford a PhD.
DACA: I was too old by 5 days.
Expanded Daca: I should be good now.
Bitter? Optimistic