Hits home for me. I used to feel the same way until I realized God owes me nothing and if I don't make it happen for myself, I don't deserve it. The world isn't going to stop for you, you have to go out there and make it happen. Realizing there are people out there going through much worse makes these things feel inconsequential. God tried giving us a perfect paradise, and we screwed that up. We are on our own here, but always keep in mind, God's plan is absolute. If you ever get that faith burning up again, hold on to it. There is no point in letting it die out completely, you got nothing to lose out of it.