It's tough.

I am not making plans for the worst case scenario yet.

I expire in 2 years so I guess I'll see a few months before that. Right now I do not want to think about it, maybe I come to my senses early next year. if nothing happens. On the meantime I'm just chill -easygoing. They have me working on a cool project at work recently and am enjoying it.

PS. don't disregard the plethora of lawsuits going on.