Half your life gone just waiting for a chance to dream.

Literally most of a working life spent wasted.

I hope one day, you can get some permanent relief. Man after waiting decades upon decades it'll feel so damn good to put this behind yourself.

I'd probably just be in shock for a few days. Re-adjusting to my new life. Planning trips into Mexico.
Planning on visiting the world.
Always wanting to return home here, to the Estados Unidos.