I try not to think about it too much. I make 25 years here in June (arrived from Spain at the age of 4). Yea, I feel like I was robbed of what could have been a better life but I try to remain positive and think of the good experiences, people and opportunities I’ve garnered along the way. My s/o of 10 years is illegal and working on resolving that issue. I can’t talk to anyone about it cause that is a whole other story My mother is still illegal. It’s a shit show of a life but one must try to look at life with glass half full eyes. I’m healthy, I work in Tech for an amazing company in NY. Just gotta keep the faith and take it one day at a time.