I feel so weird.
 

Hi guys and girls,

Today I feel so different. Like dead.

I need someone to tell me whats wrong.

Okay so yesterday around 7-8pm i started to feel nervous. I also drank two energy drinks. I was at a quinceanera and I sat down with some older people and they were giving me alcohol, but after that I felt supper happy, I mean SUPER HAPPY! And I was grinding on my teeth a lot. At first I thought I was just happy to be outside the house, but idk.

Well I got home and I started trying to go to sleep and I couldnt suicidal thoughts kept appearing on me, like never before!!!!!! The knifes were basically calling me to just kill myself.

I was like WTF! So I call 911, but they were jerks and in the end decided not to ask for help.

I went downstairs and woke up my friends parents and told them how I felt, they told me to calm down. I was also scared shitless, my heart rate was beating FAST!! and right now it still kinda is.

And my head feels numb,

What the hell happened to me? Was I drugged?

Fuck I need help guys, any advice is welcome.

Re: I feel so weird.
 

has this ever happened to you before?
suicide hotline > 911, but they should not be jerks! jerks!

um. last night i had too much caffeine. i get manic sometimes, and then i crash, and i know the feeling too well so i just put myself to sleep.

yo, it's your two energy drinks mixed with alcohol.
redbull + vodka, redka is a dangerous combo. caffeine + alcohol = no bueno! it gives you the buzz of alcohol but then makes you super hyper.
you probably experienced a chemical crash.

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Man, I have no idea. Maybe it was a chemical crash.

But man, no lie I saw figures in my head which didnt make sense what so ever, and after that it got even more crazier.

I just called my friend who was their with me, and he told he didn't notice anything strange about me.

Re: I feel so weird.
 

oh dang. hallucinations? have all symptoms passed besides the numbness of the head? drink water, get rest. but if you are really unwell, local physician?

Re: I feel so weird.
 

I just drank some more water. I'm so damn thirsty, but don't want to over do it.

I even saw the knife calling me to just kill myself, I was like what the...but luckily my will over did it!!!

I stopped and said, "no, I will not be beat by you!."

Oh I also fought a red bull with horns.


IDK but I can tell you it was the worst feeling I have ever experienced.

Re: I feel so weird.
 

try to sleep it off. r u used to drinking? it was prob the alcohol and the energy drinks because when i drink too much caffeine i get all nervous and jittery.

Re: I feel so weird.
 

Sounds like a panic attack. Definetely lay off those drinks and caffeine for a while and see how you feel. (Also, alcohol too and anything related)

Re: I feel so weird.
 

calm down dude stay away from those energy drinks, they really do nothing to you. Go work out man !

Re: I feel so weird.
 

Don't mix caffeinated drinks with alcohol, it's harmful for your system, and it obviously has very strong side effects on your body and mind.

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