I feel so weird.

Hi guys and girls,

Today I feel so different. Like dead.

I need someone to tell me whats wrong.

Okay so yesterday around 7-8pm i started to feel nervous. I also drank two energy drinks. I was at a quinceanera and I sat down with some older people and they were giving me alcohol, but after that I felt supper happy, I mean SUPER HAPPY! And I was grinding on my teeth a lot. At first I thought I was just happy to be outside the house, but idk.

Well I got home and I started trying to go to sleep and I couldnt suicidal thoughts kept appearing on me, like never before!!!!!! The knifes were basically calling me to just kill myself.

I was like WTF! So I call 911, but they were jerks and in the end decided not to ask for help.

I went downstairs and woke up my friends parents and told them how I felt, they told me to calm down. I was also scared shitless, my heart rate was beating FAST!! and right now it still kinda is.

And my head feels numb,

What the hell happened to me? Was I drugged?

Fuck I need help guys, any advice is welcome.

has this ever happened to you before?
suicide hotline > 911, but they should not be jerks! jerks!

um. last night i had too much caffeine. i get manic sometimes, and then i crash, and i know the feeling too well so i just put myself to sleep.

yo, it's your two energy drinks mixed with alcohol.
redbull + vodka, redka is a dangerous combo. caffeine + alcohol = no bueno! it gives you the buzz of alcohol but then makes you super hyper.
you probably experienced a chemical crash.

Man, I have no idea. Maybe it was a chemical crash.

But man, no lie I saw figures in my head which didnt make sense what so ever, and after that it got even more crazier.

I just called my friend who was their with me, and he told he didn't notice anything strange about me.

oh dang. hallucinations? have all symptoms passed besides the numbness of the head? drink water, get rest. but if you are really unwell, local physician?

I just drank some more water. I'm so damn thirsty, but don't want to over do it.

I even saw the knife calling me to just kill myself, I was like what the...but luckily my will over did it!!!

I stopped and said, "no, I will not be beat by you!."

Oh I also fought a red bull with horns.


IDK but I can tell you it was the worst feeling I have ever experienced.

try to sleep it off. r u used to drinking? it was prob the alcohol and the energy drinks because when i drink too much caffeine i get all nervous and jittery.

Sounds like a panic attack. Definetely lay off those drinks and caffeine for a while and see how you feel. (Also, alcohol too and anything related)

calm down dude stay away from those energy drinks, they really do nothing to you. Go work out man !

Don't mix caffeinated drinks with alcohol, it's harmful for your system, and it obviously has very strong side effects on your body and mind.

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