asian, bodybuilder, and undocumented....im from SoCAL anaheim :) - Page 3

haha no problem lol its pretty funny . lol robin hood looks like its gonna be good though....

haha same here, getting the girl isnt the problem for me, the problem is licence and job...to keep the girl i really hate my fuckin life cuz i cant really tell them why....ive been really secluding myself since last year and yeah, making myself complicated so chicks will stop asking me, why dont i drive or something of that sort....it just hurts alot, its hard to explain but it really does....

yeah my life is (!$&#*!#!@#!@#

yea, ur so lucky that ur going to a UC, im jeallyous :3 , im goin to community college, for now,
i hate the fact that our future is so fucked, ur gonna get educated and then cant do shit about it....and i'm being mentored right now by a multimillionare (hes like a father to me now) but i havnt told him that i am an illegal...how the hell am i supposed to make jobs if im not even able to get one well i guess we just hope for the best, like trisha said....but im still having crappy nights and still have suicidal thoughts shit....hey at least you dont have to worry about the last two

Dude, I understand. For the dating, maybe it would be less complicated if you find someone who's in your same situation. Personally, I find it easier to have along-distance relationship, but it's still not the same cuz I'm still lying to my gf. I pretty much isolated myself in high school, but I think it helps to have something to put your attention to. Take up more classes or get a hobby that requires less talking, that way you don't feel so guilty when your sharing things about your life. The trick is to not get emotionally attached to anyone your lying to... It just gets too fuckin complicated.

Wow... ):

But Its not his fault that he's incredibly good looking...

i went to a JC right out of HS. im here (or was here coz tomorrow is my last day!) for three years...and great that u have a mentor...i for one have no one running out of excuses to my friends. also i cant and i refuse to think about suicide; its just not the Catholic thing to think about, but im very down lately-more...a lot more than usual....

haha that's right dude! hey trisha did you go to karen's party the other day?

Noooo!
Your going to give him a big head