Grew up in the US... and PRETTY pissed.

NOTE: ISSUE solved.


I grew up in the US for 10 years by now. I dont know the manners of my kind anymore... I've even started to forget some of the Korean language. Infact, I liked white girls more than korean girls. They are more refined in style and like to live life to its fullest whereas Korean girls are very conservative and, I'll be honest about the Korean girls at my college, they look like men.

That said I'm pretty much American. I was brought here by my parents when I was 12. They label me as an "illegal immigrant," and I suppose I dont even deserve to breathe.

Seeing some of such arrogance imposed upon my parents while I was growing up made me decide that I would overcome the oppression and become better than the majority. The current majority's Republican party recognizes that Asian students are becoming dominant in professional areas, and now seeks to keep the Asian population as economic slaves. I strive to break free from this and studied hard. My scores were vastly more outstanding than those ignorant and inferiorly minded fratboys (infact, I was superior in terms of physical attributes as well).

I am now accepted into two pharmacy schools and they are the only ones I applied to. But I have ran into a gigantic problem: YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BECOME A MEDICAL PERSONNEL UNLESS YOU ARE A REDNECK. I would not even be allowed to advance past the first year, because of the status that I can do nothing about.

The racist or biased-against-foreigners opposition around my age is a roadkill for me. If a girl like Alexander Wallace (UCLA Asians video) was in my school, I would freestyle her ass downside up. But the opposition I face now is one that has been in my place for over a decade and is from old men who currently hold the dominant power in this nation.

I feel incredibly frustrated, and I feel that I should perhaps have seen this coming. A lot of my white friends were like my family. Like my brothers and sisters. But now I seem to have a very strong hatred for them growing inside me as everytime I see them walking by me, I dont feel good.

I can now only hope that those who share power with our oppressors can overcome their opposition and provide a way for us to make use of what we can offer. Because if it doesnt happen soon, I may just not feel like living an honorable life I had in mind. I dont know what kind of monster I would become, as I know I am incredibly smart and I would have an incredible hate for the Republicans if they deny us what we deserve.

I am sorry for taking your time and making you read the pathetic story of my life. But I do not intend to forgive those who ally themselves with the ignorant majority for taking away my childhood, one that I have sacrificed in order to LIVE A GODDAMN LIFE.

No need for hate. Hate leads to the dark side.

"Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering". Master Yoda

I feel like I've worked hard for nothing. I'm not strong enough to endure this for however long it'll take to have it passed, and if it doesnt pass I wont have anything to lose.

First of all you need to get off the high and mighty red carpet you think you're walking on. You bash your own race and think yourself above them, yet you're a pathetic self-righteous dumb ass who has nothing to show for it.

"I liked white girls more than korean girls. They are more refined in style and like to live life to its fullest whereas Korean girls are very conservative.......My scores were vastly more outstanding than those ignorant and inferiorly minded fratboys." -----You contradict yourself like a dumb-ass. By the way, red neck applies to either sex. Do you live in la la land? Have you seriously never met a refined asian woman?

"made me decide that I would overcome the oppression and become better than the majority." -----Right...How is that going for you? Are you better than the majority now? You repressed your own people yet you feel oppressed yourself?

"The racist or biased-against-foreigners opposition around my age is a roadkill for me." -----And aren't you displaying the same sentiments against your own race?

"A lot of my white friends were like my family. Like my brothers and sisters. But now I seem to have a very strong hatred for them growing inside me as everytime I see them walking by me, I dont feel good." -----It's called insanity. We have this thing called Psychiatrist/Therapist who can help you with that. As a delusional future pharmacist that you are, you know they can prescribe you certain medications that can alleviate your "I don't feel good" mentality. Your mental capacity is nowhere near ready for the real world. You seriously need to get out of the room you've been locked up in.

"I can now only hope that those who share power with our oppressors can overcome their opposition" -----I hope you can do the same with your own race.

You have not worked hard for anything. You GAVE UP! There are other majors out there. Go do some research before coming into your delusional conclusion.

You need to get out more. Your room can not be the only place in the world you have. Go out there and meet other Asians. I'm sure your views on them will greatly improve. I assure you there are many refined women out there and I heard they are not only focused among the "White" race like you claimed.

Contradiction is a BIOTCH!

Pretentious much?

actually he doesnt not hate asia women.. maybe u dont know asain culture enough
most of asia people perfer light skin tall nose light hair. this = white women

Hence the abundance of skin whitening products in Asia. Have you not seen Korean women with farer skin than most whites?

vmd, since you wrote a wall of text for me in the interwebs Ill reply with a wall O' text in the interwebs for you. Whistle blower vs Whistle blower, lets do this.



I dont think my self above my race, I just dont like how they're doing in the US right now. I'm proud of the Republic of Korea, as we hold high rankings in economy and technology. But in America, we're named the smartest race in the world at times (maybe after the Jewish occasionally) yet the majority of us serve in third-rate jobs. Iraqi's in the US are in a similar situation.

I have not yet given up, I'm trying to find every work-around for this blockage or whatever you can call it. All we need to do is hold first-rate jobs and it will become a symbol as thats the origin of ideologies in Racism. I am ofc, using the technical definition of Racism which means prejudice, discrimination, and ideology all-in-one. If we dont get through this blockade, we'll never break the Vicious Cycle.

And god damn bro, I dont have problems against every single Asian girl, occasionally you can find refined women, but is it my fault that the ones at my college just look like men (Temple U and U Penn has way better Korean girls tbh)? And do you honestly believe, that those "more refined" styles originate in the Asian culture? Its called assimilation, or rather Anglo-Conformity for those of us in the US. You cannot argue against the idea that the high suicide rates in South Korea is a result of resistance against the change into Western values, granted thats not the point you are not trying to make.

And for the record, I do get to see a ton of sunlight. Just because I got into a pharmacy school doesnt mean it fits toe-to-toe with your cartoonish way of thinking where every scientist is a nerd wearing glasses and mostly either fat or anorexic.

And if I was what you portray me as in your head right now, I wouldn't even have typed a wall of text on the interwebs for your wall of text in the interwebs. I would've just said GET ON MY LEVEL.

Lastly, you dont know what prescription mental drugs do. I am more scared of those than dream act being shot down this year.

Where are you getting your facts from? Smartest race Koreans and Jewish...? WTF?! Seriously?! So if you're not within that group you're just dumb?

"All we need to do is hold first-rate jobs and it will become a symbol as thats the origin of ideologies in Racism." -----I guess we all start from the top? First class job without experience? You somehow want a first class job while still in college? First class job is not a symbol for anything. Ideologies in racism devolve from how a person is raised and not through what you've accomplish in life. A racist white person will be racist against a AA/Asian/Hispanic person regardless of what he/she accomplished in life. Santorum is against college education for all because it opens the mind of his fellow Republicans. When a person opens his mind to the world you become more accustomed to other people and you saturate your mind with different culture. The moment a person becomes assimilated with the world is the moment they leave behind the small town mentality that they have where racism exist. That's how you fight racism. What blockade are you talking about?

I don't know anything about the suicide rate in South Korea, but I doubt it has anything to do with trying to conform to the "Western Value." If you seriously think South Koreans are killing themselves because they can't conform to the "Western Value" that's your problem. In my opinion there's little room for improvement in South Korea since it is a small advanced nation, and the pressure to succeed is greater--leading to higher suicide rate. It's just like Japan where kids commit suicide for not gaining acceptance at a prestigious school.

Pretentious little man, I don't need to sink DOWN YOUR LEVEL. Like I said experience the world outside your dorm room. See where it takes you.

First off, Santorum. Bad example bro.

"In my opinion there's little room for improvement in South Korea since it is a small advanced nation, and the pressure to succeed is greater--leading to higher suicide rate."
--------I think you just repeated "Western Values." High suicide rates are contributed most highly by those hopeful students and old people who feel useless.

And no, I dont know how you seem to pull all these memes out of your ass but I do not want a first class job while I am in college. If you keep spouting nonsense you need to go see your physician ASAP because I think you have Dystonia. The gibberish you're typing makes zero sense.

And maybe you're right about me being a little depressing. But human beings, every single one of them, strives to become better than others. I dont like experiencing the world unless I'll have a better life than most. Is that a problem?

Do you think everyone should just accept the fact that they will be looked down upon by those who consider themselves superior through racist ideals? The blockade I am talking about is the fact that there are bumps and checkpoints at progressing in obtaining a professional degree where no legit SSN/greencard = no shit for you. No professioanl degree = easier competition for those in power, it also = them staying above you for the rest of your life, your daughters/sons too because it is a cycle.

I had to put that into a simple equation by which you can attempt to piece it together in your mind and you seem to resort to calling me an Elitist everytime. Striving to become better is not an elitist ideal.

And I dont have a dorm and whats your race? You seem to be very butthurt for some reason. Please fill this out and make sure you return it to your physician when you make your appointment for diagnosis.
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