Personal Experience prior to departure

I came to USA when I was 12 years old. I went to elementary school in Chicago. I also finished my highschool and college in Chicago. I have applied for a payroll multiple times and have gotten it. Unfortunately, my grandmother got sick and my whole family shifted back to Pakistan where I was born. I applied for a payroll last time I visited her. I regret coming back to Pakistan, without a payroll. I don't know the people. A place where people don't like Americans or the people that support them. I would like to share my story to raise awareness about how important the Executive Action was to me. Those days when President Trump was campaigning, there was so much animosity in the air. I know that living in America wasn't my birthright, but I committed no crime by living in America. I applied for DACA when it was first announced and provided all the information. I know that there are people like me, who couldn't work before Executive Action was ordered. I was talked into coming back. I know that sharing my story will not be enough for me to come back to USA nor will I be able to renew my status.
Thanks for everything,

What do you mean ? You left without applying for advance parole ?

Yes, I didn't apply for it.

Sucks man

How's life in Pakistan ? What are your plans there?

can you tell us why you didn't apply for AP this time?

payroll = parole

I have previously applied for parole. One time it was for Hajj. I had to get papers from a hospital that my grandma was sick so I could visit Pakistan. She is of very old age. I should've got those papers again. This time I didn't apply for the parole. Totally my mistake. My father and mother were illegal immigrants, but me and my sister were DACA recipients.
Life is very tough here. I came here last September. I haven't found a job yet.

how come you didnt apply for parole this time?

first of all, i don't know what to call you after reading your story. what made you think that leaving without payroll is fun.

second, bro i just came back from Pakistan and I'm surprise that you have not found a job yet. i got so many job offeres within 1 month and good money and living but when i spoke with my family members living there they told me not stay there and i should go back to usa. the reason why they told me because they said we are americans now and we follow laws and work hard. they said your performance will bring some peoples job in jeopardy and then they will do anything to kick you out.

Well...
Hope you are safe and well. Hope you make big pakistani dollar.