Leaving in August - Page 2

The problem isn't your surroundings.

You see, happiness is within yourself. The place won't make much difference if you can't find that within you.

None the less, best of luck to you my fellow illegal brother from another country.

i think that was Carni's dilemma. i just want my brother to be happy, wherever he is in the world.

Yes i learned that lesson when i moved to San Diego and 6 months later ended up in a psych ward. I need to be in a place with a strong social support system.

But WHY?, you had permission to work and were doing so at a company for a high salary, allegedly; you were enjoying so much pussy and even threesomes, allegedly, and you had great numbers at the gym, again allegedly! Why leave all of that?

I know I'm preaching to the choir and pointing out what is already known to us as a society, but as a friendly reminder....

Sex, money, drugs, and fame won't save you from depression. See Avicii and Justin Bieber - the latter who earlier this year sought treatment for depression and the former who committed suicide.

Edit:
I wanted to add that these two individuals I used as an example where free to travel the world and return to their home countries as they pleased - they didn't live in the shadows like we did, yet the depression was too much. Let that sink in.

You forgot the weed. I was as far from God as i had ever been.

I'd also add promiscuity to the list.

I was a drug/alcohol/fornication addict, a cheater, a prideful person who mistreated his coworkers and a son who abandoned his mother. I knew right from wrong but it took a stay at a mental ward for me to get down on my knees and ask God for a second chance in life and change my ways.

If there is internet in Brazil I want you on it and back here where you belong. You make this place fun, and even though we've scrapped a few times, you are still one of the top boss negroes around here.



Best of luck wherever you end up carni.

What support system do you have set up in Brazil for your arrival?