should I throw away my AP?

I have an AP valid until April 30, 2018.
Paid $575, and even $150 to get documents translated to get approved. I used a humanitarian reason.
The reason why I didn't use it yet is because my job requires at least 2 months in advance and some months I can't leave because I work in sales. I was planning on surprising my boyfriend with plane tickets for Christmas for January to go to Poland which is our country for 2 weeks. He's a US citizen.
I'm super heart broken, I feel lifeless guys

lucky you! i had a pending AP. They'll just administratively close my request

I say use it. Don't let it go to waste.

I say go for it. It's valid.

It is valid, but I read yesterday in a forum to stop using AP as of September 5th. It would be a dream come true to go to Poland but I also don't know if I want to risk not coming back here, I also don't even know if I want to live in the US anymore. This country has been constant disappointment to me, I just don't know anymore like at all. I'm confused and have so many thoughts in my head. Traveling is my passion, and has always been, and I hate feeling like I can't see a country or travel to where I want to go to because the money is not the problem. It's one piece of paper, one status, that's determining the way I live in my life and it sucks.

I do also have an approved AP for next month. Most likely I will travel but im not 100% sure. Ill buy my plane ticket a week before.

I would not travel with our contacting DHS

AP is still legit. They will continue to honor those. The problem is always with CBP coming back - that isn't a guarantee, not before DACA nor after DACA.

No do not throw it out.

USE IT (if you EWI). You do not know how much I am beating myself up for not applying on time.

Use it only to clear EWI, with all this chaos going on I wouldn'tt want to be out the country at this time.